....and cannonball into the water.

Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you what I feel about you.

I remember meeting you for the first time. If I were to be honest, I mostly just brushed you off. Like meeting a new colleague. I did feel a bit curious about you, mostly from your appearance. I remember telling my sister about you, but I didn't give much thought about it after.

Fast forward a few weeks later, we were on our first date. It wasn't until then that I remember seeing you for the first time. I don't think I can ever explain this, but I've never felt so sure about something or someone in my entire life. That's when I knew. And that was why I wasn't afraid of telling you how I felt about you. How I still feel about you. You still give me butterflies whenever I see you, although the fluttering has lessen, it's still there. Like a mini tremor. Give it a tiny nudge, and I'm done. 

Birthdays

A friend bailed on our plan to dine out on my birthday tomorrow, even though she was the who suggested it. Sigh, woe is me.

So instead, I'm just gonna spend the anniversary of my being born into this world by listening to Tchaikovsky's Swan Lake Suite, Op. 20A on repeat. Can't think of anything better to do.

Re : Stacks

"I will remember your small room, the feel of you, the light in the window, your records, your books, our morning coffee, our noons, our nights, our bodies spilled together, sleeping, the tiny flowing currents, immediate and forever. Your leg, my leg, your arm, my arm, your smile and the warmth of you who made me laugh again."
— Charles Bukowski

"I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person."
— Oscar Wilde

I'm not one for being mushy and sentimental and stuff (one of the reasons why I deleted my old entries, I felt it was a bit too personal) but allow me the rare occasions where I can relapse into my old self, yeah? I also hate the thought of people being able to read me like an open book, you know because I think once you're with someone, you're not the "mysterious" girl anymore, which is also why I think I'm still unlucky in the dating department...but let's not delve deeper into that.

So I'm on tumblr too if anyone cares to look me up on that site. I'm also on twitter, but let's save that for another day shall we?

1. Photo by breathoflife 2. Photo/scan by unknown.